All Burnt .....


I write this post after seeing yet another film based on one of the greatest crimes man has been involved in : The HOLOCAUST ! The film in this case is ' The Boy in Striped Pyjamas ' . While the viewer may almost give up on the movie realising the entire film just reiterates what has been shown time and again before , the portrayal of the entire phenomenon of the Holocaust and its widespread impact on an innocent 8-yr old's mind is touching . But the reason the movie is truly wonderful is the unexpected ' TRAGEDY ' which unfolds at the end and takes the viewer completely by surprise . Do watch it folks ... and lemme know how you find it !

Other Holocaust-films I have watched and recommend strongly are :\
1. Schindler's List
2. The Pianist
3. Sophie's Choice
4. Sophie Scholl – Die letzten Tage (or Sophie Scholl – The Final Days )
5. and most recently The Reader

Of Bullshit , Maids and Chicken !

In case you are wondering if I have gone nuts totally and am dishing out some jibber-jabber in the title of his blog-post just to seek the attention that i never got , HOLD ON !!!
A word-to-word clarification of the relevance of the title :
Bullshit : YES--> Many might find this post as bullshit !!
Maids : NO--> I am not a pervert and this post has nothing about me fantasising about maids! :P
and thirdly CHICKEN : NO --> no relation to the post except for a dig at the author who has very often 'not-so-fondly' been called one for his timid nature !!
But most of all , the title is my take on a recent blog post of my dear friend ( also a prolific blog writer ... BE ENTERTAINED @ http://blahblah-etc.blogspot.com/ ) which dealt with his experience of last week's IRON MAIDEN LIVE @ Bangalore .

So , Here I am travelling all alone from Nagpur to Mumbai ( my home ) after a long and 'EVENTful' week . The train has just halted at BADNERA and so has my torrent of thoughts . Amidst the noisy bonhomie around me , I 'enigmatically ponder' over what the last week has been like for me and decide to give direction to my random thoughts on paper .

I backed out at the very last minute from an exciting plan to attend the MAIDEN concert , a plan which had been eagerly rolled out by me and a few close friends over a month ago . And while they had the best time of their life at Bangalore , I 'happily' spent my time sleeping around in my hostel room back at NGP . It happened so that i simply went into a ' PSEUDO-DENIAL' mood ( one responsible for my long history of ugly backouts ) just around 2 days before they left which techincally is an inexplicable mental barrier which just dint allow me to think otherwise. While T,S, WDDK might laugh this reason off as another of my failed attempts to be ' independent' , this is TRULY the reason . The initial fervour and excitement somehow seemed to have fizzled out of me . Call me a MOODY GUY or watever !!

I am an ardent devotee of extreme metal music ( music very extreme and harsh to the common man's ears ) and i do listen to MAIDEN but truly I am not as crazy about them as I would be of a lesser known Norwegian Black metal Band ' SATYRICON ' who graced Mumbai earlier last year . I am really happy my friends had a blast in the moshpit , pampered themselves to great food and icecream ( DBC especially ) etc.etc. and i feel bad that i cudnt be part of those fab. moments , but BELIEVE IT OR NOT , not once did i sit sulking in my room thinking over my decison to miss MAIDEN for apparently no CONCRETE reason !
I quote a good friend which aptly describes the mood here :
" Sometimes JLT ( just like that ) is a good enough reason to do or not to do things " ( Aggie aka Weasel King , Source : DC Private chat dated 17-02-09 )

I have experienced the moshpit and the raw heaviness of LIVE METAL MUSIC . I also realize that i would be insulting IRON MAIDEN by comparing their ( 20,000-strong crowd )concert to SATYRICON's ( 2000-strong crowd ) gig . But the underlying emphasis thruout the post is that of a 'PERSONAL CHOICE' which may/ may not seem right to others but it somehow seemed right to me ! ) . As pompous as i may sound for making such a statement I would like to consider this as a meek reply to rest claims of me having a long-ugly history of backouts and being a spoilsport of some kind !!

On a rather dramatic finishing note , I would defintely have preferred to know that my close FRIENDS ( who have stayed with me for the past 3 years i.e. ) atleast would judge me better . More so as a guy who would on any day hang up his boots and soak the rain on a WET road with his friends than travel all alone along a DRY path in a quest to be different !!!

I now walk into the wild ......







One more movie-related post here !! :P
I am a great admirer of cinema and watch a lot of movies almost on a regualr basis . But seldom has any movie affected me to an extent that i need to re-examine MY LIFE and try to relate the ideologies shown in the film . In other words , i have never been so profoundly affected by a movie so as to 'learn' something truly meaningful . I am talking about the movie ' INTO THE WILD ' released in 2007 based on the true story of the American wanderer Christopher J.McCandless who adopted the pseudonym of ' ALEXANDER SUPERTRAMP ' while he travelled . The emptiness of the material world and the American Lifestyle which revolved around him caused him to break away in totality from the same and move on to live a life of solitude . The movie so breathtakingly captures every single moment of this great journey which oozes freedom and peace at it's every step . The movie ends on a tragic note but not before firing your mind into a self-thought and introspection process .

QUOTES OF CHRISTOPHER WHICH INSPIRED ME ( a few quotes have been added to an already compiled list available on the net ) :


"I read somewhere... how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong."

Two years he walks the earth.
No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.
— Alexander Supertramp
May 1992

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun."

"Surely all Americans have the right to give their money only to those causes which they support. But what kind of society has this created? A society where the ignorant reign. A society where enlightened must hold their tongues. A nation whose politicians must profess half-hearted devotion to an ancient fable or face the disastrous consequences of speaking their true mind."
McCandless writing on religious fanaticism in The Emory Wheel student newspaper, October 1987


"Some people feel like they don't deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past."


"The core of mans' spirit comes from new experiences."

"If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed."

"Rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth."
— Chris expanded on the original quote by Henry David Thoreau

"Mr. Franz I think careers are a 20th century invention and I don't want one."
- from the movie exclusively

"Greetings from Fairbanks!
This is the last you shall hear from me Wayne. Arrived here 2 days ago. It was very difficult to catch rides in the Yukon Territory. But I finally got here. Please return all mail I receive to the sender.
It might be a very long time before I return South. If this adventure proves fatal and you don't ever hear from me again, I want you to know your a great man. I now walk into the wild. Might be a very long time before I return South...
I now walk into the wild."
— Chris McCandless, in postcard sent to Wayne Westerberg in Carthage, South Dakota, from Alaska


"...henceforth will learn to accept my errors, however great they be..."
— Chris McCandless' journal from Alaska, written weeks before he died

"I have had a happy life and thank the Lord. Goodbye and may God bless all!" — FINAL QUOTE



QUOTES WHICH INSPIRED CHRISTOPHER :

"There is pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society where none intrudes,
By the deep sea and the music in its roar;
I love not man the less, but Nature more."
— Lord Byron

"Rather than Love, than Money, than Fame, give me Truth."
— Henry David Thoreau

"It should not be denied... that being footloose has always exhilarated us. It is associated in our minds with escape from history and oppression and law and irksome obligations, with absolute freedom, and the road has always led West."
— Wallace Stegner

Leo Tolstoy books "I want to go up to them and say Stop,
don't do it— she's the wrong woman,
he's the wrong man, you are going to do things
you cannot imagine you would ever do."
— Sharon Olds, May 1937
(In the movie, Chris reads this to his sister, Carine, outside the restaurant)

"If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, the possibility of life is destroyed."
Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace

"I have lived through much and now I think I have found what is needed for happiness. A quiet, secluded life in the country with the possibility of being useful to people..."
— Leo Tolstoy

"...the sea's only gifts are harsh blows and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head..."
— Bear Meat by Primo Levi

Death's a fierce meadowlark: but to die having made
Something more equal to the centuries
Than muscle and bone, is mostly to shed weakness
— From "Wise Men in Their Bad Hours" by poet Robinson Jeffers (As quoted by Louis L'Amour in his memoir, Education of A Wandering Man, a book Chris had with him in Alaska)